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The paintings featured in this post are by an artist with MPD/DID going by the name of Kim Noble, who began painting after time with an art therapist, each of her alters developed their own distinctive style. There will be a TV documentary on her in 2010 (see Daily Mail article from a few months ago), I will be interested to see how they cover the "Key" alter's Kabbalah fixation (you can predict it's just going to be a fluff piece about how brave and strong Kim is and how fascinating the condition is, which is undoubtedly true but it would be nice if they asked a few questions regarding her programming/abuse as a child). Although she does not remember the abuse she suffered (her front/dominant alters anyway), it is evident from her artwork that she was pretty severely abused and seems to have been programmed (some of them are particularly graphic depictions I should warn, may be triggering) though you will always get the skeptical view that she's just cashing in (which they will say about anyone saying anything that doesn't fit into their 'head in the sand' belief system). The name Kim means 'regal hill' (and/or 'royal forest' and 'golden'; if you look it up you'll generally find it's meaning is associated with nobility; 'Kimama' means butterfly by the way) and the relatively common 'Noble' surname obviously is also associated with the "elite"/nobility; her red hair look reminds me of the Merovingian bloodline (though that's obviously speculative at best, her extreme levels of dissociation would suggest she is at least the product of a bloodline and/or multigenerational abuse family). She has a daughter named Aimee who she managed to raise despite her problems (it seems she may have managed to get away from her abusers/programmers in her early teens), when she was born to the [Golden] Dawn alter she was taken into care for six months (when she returned Dawn did not recognize her and constantly looks for her baby).
She appears to have undergone occult Kabbalistic programming as evidenced by her 'Key' (of Solomon/key access to compartments of the mind, parts of her system) alter which draws Kabbalah inspired work complete with the Tree of Life and scenes of child sexual abuse charted by various occult symbols; I suspect that this is an alter that remembers some of the abuse (the 'Ria' alter appears to remember the most of the basic sexual/physical trauma programming) and is conscious of her system as some appear to be depicting her Kabbalah programmed internal system based around the Tree of Life. Note in the above example the backwards/mirrored writing, though it is more likely the result of image manipulation (a lot of them have been reversed like this for some reason), if you flip it horizontally it is much easier to read; some Monarch slaves are taught to write (and read) backwards and/or mirrored (+ different scrambled ways) from a young age as part of their programming (to develop the brain in a set way; but as I said I think the images have just been flipped).

You can see the the Four Worlds/"planes of existence" in Kabbalah doctrine ("Kabbalah, from the Medieval circles around study of the Zohar, distinguishes between four different "worlds" or "planes of existence" that successively link the Infinite Divine essence (Ein Sof), with our physical finite Creation."): Atziluth, Briah, Yetzirah and Assiah. Atziluth being the highest of the Four Worlds: "known as the World of Emanations, or the World of Causes. In the Kabbalah, each of the Sephiroth in this world is associated with a Name of God, and it is associated with the Suite of Wands in the Tarot."

Briah the second: "intermediate between the World of Emanation (Atziluth) and the World of Formation (Yetzirah), the third world, that of the angels. It is, accordingly, of the purest essence and without admixture of matter. It is known as the World of Creation. In western occultism, each of the Sephiroth in this world is associated with a Holy Archangel, and it is associated with the suit of Cups in the Tarot. The Biblical Archangels dwell in the realm of Beri'ah."
Yetzirah: "the third of four worlds in the Kabbalistic Tree of Life, following Assiah and Briah. It is known as the "World of Formation". "Yetsirah" as in "making" is as opposed to "Briah" as in "Creating": actually taking whatever matter that was created in the "Briah" and shaping it into the basic elements. Within the Western mystery tradition, the different Sephiroth in this world are associated with the angels, and it is associated with the suit of swords in the occult tarot. On the Tree of Life diagram it is associated with the Sephiroth Hod, Netzach and Yesod."

And Assiah: "also known as Olam Asiyah, עולם עשיה in Hebrew, literally the World of Action is the last of the four spiritual worlds of the Kabbalah—Atziluth, Beri'ah, Yetzirah, 'Asiyah—based on the passage in Isaiah 43:7. According to the Maseket Aẓilut, it is the region where the Ofanim rule and where they promote the hearing of prayers, support human endeavor, and combat evil. Their ruler is Sandalphon. According to the system of the later Palestinian Kabbalah, 'Asiyah is the lowest of the spiritual worlds containing the Ten Heavens and the whole system of mundane Creation. The light of the Sefirot emanates from these Ten Heavens, which are called the "Ten Sefirot of 'Asiyah"; and through them spirituality and piety are imparted to the realm of matter—the seat of the dark and impure powers.^[1][2] Representing purely material existence, it is known as the World of Action, the World of Effects or the World of Making. In western occultism it is associated with the Tarot card suit known as Pentacles (or Coins or Disks, the terminology varies according to the deck). The world of Yetzirah precedes it."

All four worlds are referenced, in a Kabbalistic Monarch programmed Tree of Life system these are internal worlds where certain ("blank slate") alters are placed. There are obviously many other pertinent symbols on the Kabbalistic box above (menorah, snakes, a lot of Hebrew script and letters Khaf, Pe, Zayin and Tet written on the side which probably spells something in Hebrew, tree with roots etc). The Hebrew letters and general symbols (some appear to be Alchemical/Zodiac signs/Hermetic) will have been part of her programming (used as codes/triggers and such) which I elaborate on a bit below.
Here are some of the 'Ria' alter's paintings, I could not find specific details on the personality-type but it seems to store vivid memories of the abuse she suffered so probably was manifested in a split at one such programming session. Ria is a Hebrew name from Moriah (perhaps it is housed in her 'Briah' internal world). The above image called 'Too Much' (too much trauma resulting in dissociation/splitting) I think depicts some twinning programming going on or just two kids being programmed with the programmer's electroshock/cattle prod used on the child tied to the wall, spread eagle by their hands and feet. Note more backwards/mirrored writing on the wall written by the abused children, words like 'hate', 'help save me', 'they will kill me' and 'Pratt Was Here 1971' which is presumably a good indication of the year this scene was taking place (and Pratt may have been the name of another child abused with her as the name pops up in most of Ria's works, it may also be a deeply dissociated alter that bears the brunt of the traumatic memories), which fits with Kim's programming as she would have been around age 8ish.
The fact that she has been embraced into the art establishment makes me a little suspicious (that pretentious idiot Saatchi had her work displayed in his gallery) and her making contact with the 'Tavistock and Portman Clinic' (the Tavistock and Portman Clinics used to be separate but merged; the Portman was formerly the 'Psychopathic Clinic', Natalie Portman's association with neuroscience/programming is an interesting connection here I feel too, considering the Rothschilds' programmers worked out of Tavistock, where a lot of MK/Monarch [trauma-based] mind control research and programming of slaves was done) in an effort to diagnose her problems (like many DID and Monarch victims she went through numerous psychologists/therapists who plied her with drugs and consistently misdiagnosed her). At the T&P Clinic she made contact with child psychologist/adult psychoanalyst Valerie Sinason who has written some interesting documentation, I couldn't agree more with much of this statement (the "Satanic Panic" by Christians was a huge and organized obstacle in the general public's acceptance that sadistic ritual abuse, dissociative identity disorder and mind control does occur; the issue of ritual abuse has been intentionally blurred but there are certainly "Satanists"/occultists who are significantly involved [I just wish Christians would calm down a little or the masses will never listen/take it seriously if you just scream "Satan!" at them], the problem is they have existed at the top of society for centuries so are untouchable):

"In America the largest amount of DID is diagnosed in connection with allegations of ritual satanist abuse, hence the discrediting of or inability to perceive the possibility of the one existing automatically precludes rational thinking about the other...

In our far more secular society with established churches in which leading members do not believe in a personal God, a personal Satan is incomprehensible. This leads the majority to conflate satanist abuse with Satan rather than with sadistic paedophilia carried out either by Satanists – people who do believe in Satan (Satanist paedophiles [which there certainly have been many of]) – or those who draw on the frightening power of occult paraphernalia. To the child victim it is irrelevant which group carried out the abuse.

I have stated elsewhere (Sinason 1994) that the number of children and adults tortured in the name of mainstream religious and racial orthodoxy outweighs any onslaught by satanist abusers. Wiccans, witches, warlocks, pagans and Satanists who are not abusive are increasingly concerned at the way criminal groups closely related to the drug and pornographic industries conflate their rituals.

In trying to deal with worrying patients who have to be treated regardless of the doubts around their disclosures, mental health professionals often have to face these contentious issues. This makes it much harder for a proper considered response because professionals, like everyone else, are affected by the consensus. In my past work at the Portman Clinic and in my clinic I have noted the secondary traumatisation of professionals caused both by the impact of the patients’ narrative and then by the disbelieving stance of colleagues. Indeed, both professionals and, more importantly, patients, suffer from societal discrediting processes (including the media) in addition to their primary trauma. This applies to lawyers and police officers as well as mental health professionals."

Though I have not read through all of her material, it seems generally sound (going into the differing levels of dissociation which I have discussed; i.e. simply 'zoning out' in a class/when driving, to PTSD to full blown DID [and many other levels in between]) but I find some of it to be worded in a slightly confusing way. It's worth stating that a lot of people have worked out of Tavistock (and it's clinics etc) and the majority of their clinicians are looking out for the best interests of their patients (it is necessary to have an ignorant, innocent and genuine level to keep up appearances so their clandestine research/programming/social engineering can continue in secret). The other 'Tavistock and Portman Clinic' doctor she contacted was Doctor Rob Hale ("Former Director of the Medical Research Council’s Cognitive Development Unit. He is now Visiting Professor in the Department of Psychology and Honorary Fellow of the Institute of Cognitive Neuroscience, University College London.") before finally making contact with (her current handler?): "leading psychology professor at University College London, Professor John Morton, [who states that] Kim has the misfortune to represent the British "gold standard" [curious choice of words] over genuine dissociation. In the last four years he has conducted extensive tests on Kim and found there is no memory at all between the different personalities. "Even when DID patients reported no memory between the different personalities, our tests usually showed massive leakage between them," he says. "Kim shows no leakage at all. She is proving existing memory theories wrong. She's doing things which we would say are impossible.""